Please understand me!!!

Its been more than a month since i come back to KL, I am still adapting to it. I just don't understand why some people expect me to be ok and happy right away. They will say things like why are you still sad and depressed since you are the one that asked to come back KL. That it is weird that i am still mourning and probably not in my best shape now. I got a feeling that they cannot understand my situation now because they've never experience this before. After 5 years of sharing my life with my boyfriend, i am forced to separate from him and maintain a long distance relationship. It is only natural to feel handicap at sometime and lonely at others. I must admit i am doubting whether will i achieve what i have planned for? Will i be succesful? Will i lead a happy life? Everything is changing from my life, my career to my family and friends and this might not be easy for me to handle at once. But yet people still expect me to take it easily. I want to tell all of you that it is not easy at all. Please give me all the time and support i need. I promise when i will bounce back to my old self and be confident again.