Please understand me!!!

Its been more than a month since i come back to KL, I am still adapting to it. I just don't understand why some people expect me to be ok and happy right away. They will say things like why are you still sad and depressed since you are the one that asked to come back KL. That it is weird that i am still mourning and probably not in my best shape now. I got a feeling that they cannot understand my situation now because they've never experience this before. After 5 years of sharing my life with my boyfriend, i am forced to separate from him and maintain a long distance relationship. It is only natural to feel handicap at sometime and lonely at others. I must admit i am doubting whether will i achieve what i have planned for? Will i be succesful? Will i lead a happy life? Everything is changing from my life, my career to my family and friends and this might not be easy for me to handle at once. But yet people still expect me to take it easily. I want to tell all of you that it is not easy at all. Please give me all the time and support i need. I promise when i will bounce back to my old self and be confident again.

Money issue...

With the escalating living cost after moving back to Kuala Lumpur, I have no choice but to increase my income. But i don't want to sacrifice more of my time working to earn the money. I've read many financial book and most of them have the same theory: Work towards building up a business/system that will make money for you even when you are not working. This is call passive income, it can come in a form, example like internet marketing, property investment or the plain old share market. Choose either one that work for you and learn up everything you need to know. What's next? Get in the game and earn as much passive income as you can. Financial freedom is reached when you have passive income that can sustain your expenses for eternity. To achieve that you need to have solid financial knowledge. Almost all books said that the school does not provide you good financial education you need but instead just ask you to work hard to get a stable job. The stories go on. I hope i can find some tool that suit my personality and can excel in it. At the mean time keep learning is the key.

Work it or lose it.

After 1 month of working in office setting, i can see my skin and flesh loosing to the gravity. 1 month of sitting around and doing nothing has definitely taken its toll. Not only i loose my "elasticity" (dunno how else to describe) but also my back pain is coming back. Not that i didn't try to go exercise but the last week when i dated my friends for badminton, it was cancelled. I didn't give up and proceed to swimming which the pool was closed for 1 week. (God is really trying to test me) Finally i saw the promotion in mYoga online yesterday which give out a 1 week free pass and without a doubt i printed it out. By hook or by crook i must go today for the sake of my body. But God.....why is it raining so heavily outside now?????